han mercutioes @mercutioes@social.tchncs.de

a close friend of mine keeps posting on their nsfw twitter that they want someone to platonically dom them and im just like..... how weird WOULD that be..........like?????? ??? ????

wow i was really in a Place during the mastodon months HUH

wow it's been a while huh

me, shoving serotonin at my brain, crying: what more could you possibly want
my brain, cackling: I CRAVE DEATH

hey gang, how do you uhhhhh escape a crushing depression spiral????

will drinking solve my crushing depression and loneliness??? sources say probably not but it never hurts to try I guess

i never post here anymore but rest assured i check in every once in a while and i love and support u all

I HAVE A BRAND TO MAINTAIN

my fuck account is @hottwinkalyosha, go wild

me, realizing that i would top all my OCs: make the subs you want to see in the world

i just interviewed a boy who is 6'4" and i have never felt smaller in my damn life

HE GOT ME TOO YALL MAYDAY MAYDAY

i love rosana and i love writing her but at this point i think i should just count her as another OC

me, discovering bruises on my body that i do not remember getting: SHOW YOURSELF, POLTERGEIST

wow whhahha i haven't had self-harm impulses in a while but hhhhere we are i guess lol thx grey matter love ya

(i'm safe, y'all, it's just been an Evening)

a night in three steps:

1. try to alleviate panic by drinking a glass of wine in the bath while watching monster factory

2. exit bath, try to pour another glass, drop wine glass on the floor

3. cry, clean up glass

HAHAHAHH i love to be a piece of shit and bail on a rehearsal an hour before because i'm panicky and can't stop shaking and can't focus my brain on anything

rational brain: han this is like... your 5th show, you're doing fine
impostor syndrome brain: i'm a SHAM!! a FRAUD!!!!!!!!

hi everyone: sage advice - don't ever direct a show, it's extremely stressful and i don't know what i'm doing basically ever.........